Short Life

I know that death is near, but
It feels very far - it pulls me apart, so
Can you hear, what I fear
To admit to and of what it means, to

Fail would be too hard, yet
When will it end

Plunge Into

Angst, stress, frustration knot

Of rubber bands inside your stomach

Desperate, wrench, rip it out

Rebounds with its own verdict

You are cornered, you are formed

For every earthly burden

You may revive, though truth be told

You may almost be broken

Let it pass, those not your fights

Let talk relieve your brain

Allow yourself more sleep-filled nights

For trust to find its way

Sometimes it pays to plunge deep into

Newton's 3rd law of motion

To understand, reciprocate

Within the circle's open

...

I wish you can see what is happening.

Between you and me, I still believe.

Whatever it is, let it not in.

Share us instead, halve the suffering.

Halve the suffering.

Halve the suffering.

...

Loyal strong to admiral high

Obedience strives to please

Still nothing swimming seas inside

Drowned efforts 'til you free

I hate to try and part an ocean

But something has to change

To turn this mass of growing emotion

Before it puts us all to shame

...

Such thick air

Through one corridor

I have never seen this before

Prologue

No matter what
The rain falls to us living here on earth
Yet still charting the universe
Because each droplet lasts forever
As it breaks apart to smaller and smaller
Until it rises to the clouds, who say, hey -
It rains again. Hey -
For us, the sun shines again

No matter what
I rose greys and blue greens
Because I live within my body
Each moment should last, but is continually chased
By the next - over and over - oh, heady
Always, the spinning loses time, hey -
I am you, except when I am with you. Hey -
Each moment lost in planning, reviewing

No matter what
There will always be questions
Endless voids to fill
Oh, what I should find with ours combined
I should more and more be whole
You help me understand the world, hey -
No matter how strewn my mind over dimensions, they
Unite within your time and only