Suddenly

Suddenly

Everything becomes nothing, Every

Definition blurred, As If

As if a great hand smudged the rainbow In The Sky

In the sky

You wait and watch me, Now What

Do you see in my eyes

In my eyes, not your reflection

But what I think and feel through mine?

These days

These days they are darkened, because

Because everything expected and not is going on, getting to me

Creeping through my defences and chewing slowly

In this,

I put everything In This to see as I once did, But

But why. Maybe... Why? Where

Where did the pretty things go?

I think, no, I feel, I know

You have no intention

Of understanding me! Aiy!

Why, though I have tried so hard, Searching

Searching to know you - and I feel I do

I never knew I would find this, This

Mirth

Why should we presume to aim above, when

We will end below - are we trying to return home

But you are expanding, you know?

It cannot be changed, And I Stand

I stand _here_

Barely breathing, I cannot count

My rapid, shallow, inhaling, And I Cannot

Cannot see, through tears escaping

While my ears and skin scream - aiiiiiy!

Why, I am finally being released and expectedly,

Expectedly, it is as painful is being kept, hummmmm

But there, you see. Just

Just a small girl on a grey street

Getting smaller on a green and blue ball

And yes, look - she tries to run to the sun, but it rolls away

It keeps rolling away

Rolling away

It just

Rolls away

The sun

The day

The night

The same

Suddenly

It is all the same