Suddenly
Everything becomes nothing, Every
Definition blurred, As If
As if a great hand smudged the rainbow In The Sky
In the sky
You wait and watch me, Now What
Do you see in my eyes
In my eyes, not your reflection
But what I think and feel through mine?
These days
These days they are darkened, because
Because everything expected and not is going on, getting to me
Creeping through my defences and chewing slowly
In this,
I put everything In This to see as I once did, But
But why. Maybe... Why? Where
Where did the pretty things go?
I think, no, I feel, I know
You have no intention
Of understanding me! Aiy!
Why, though I have tried so hard, Searching
Searching to know you - and I feel I do
I never knew I would find this, This
Mirth
Why should we presume to aim above, when
We will end below - are we trying to return home
But the Universe is expanding, you know?
It cannot be changed, And I Stand
I stand _here_
Barely breathing, I cannot count
My rapid, shallow, inhaling, And I Cannot
Cannot see, through tears escaping
While my ears and skin scream - aiiiiiy!
Why, I am finally being released and expectedly,
Expectedly, it is as painful is being kept, hummmmm
But there, you see. Just
Just a small girl on a grey street
Getting smaller on a green and blue ball
And yes, look - she tries to run to the sun, but it rolls away
It keeps rolling away
Rolling away
It just
Rolls away
The sun
The day
The night
The same
Suddenly
It is all the same
